Yeah, another blog.
It's true.
I will post my story. Eventually. For right now I just wanted to start sharing some of the trials and tribulations of everyday life as a seperated person. ALMOST divorced. Sigh... ALMOST.
Today, I just deleted ten THOUSAND emails. This is not an exaggeration. And I have sixteen thousand left. I have no idea what you're thinking about all of this. Let me just say that I have had a hard time sitting at my computer since our seperation. When things got REALLY nasty one of his issues was me sitting on the laptop. I was always sitting on it when he entered the door. It turns out that his time in the door was my down few minutes not chasing a kid.
But...I have been avoiding using my laptop. It's frustrating because my phone doesn't delete emails even if I hit delete. So here I am. With twenty-six thousand emails.
I sat down today and started deleting. I wish I could just hit one button and get rid of them all. Unfortunately maybe 20 of them I'd like to keep. So I am finally grinding through this process. I guess it's a sign of healing, I'm finally ready to sit and deal with this after a year and 8 months.
Every day I get a little better. Every day I get a little stronger.
One day I might even introduce myself.
Beginning over girl.
